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Turn Off the Light by FallenOne23, literature

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Turn Off the Light

There is a road I have been forced to travel.. Waking in to this earth.. eyes wide open, knowing, understanding, feeling the presence of a great un-wholeness from a very young age. I have only been certain of one thing in all of my living days, Something is missing. I have travelled through this life with a Hopefulness.. at times led by only a single candle light, or a fraction of light in the distance through this blinding darkness here on earth.. and here in this moment I am finding myself subdued by the thousands of stitches being woven through my wounds.. sewn by threads of the hopeless. Many have claimed to know my soul from lifetimes pa

Hush by FallenOne23, literature

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Hush

Hush Hush my precious angel You have fallen and broke your wings Forgotten how to fly.. Forgotten why you fell The world around us has not paused their lives in the aftershock instead we sit miles apart.. with our heads in our hands and our hearts on the floor. Our souls will never be free Our minds will forever be haunted by one another’s presence Hush my precious angel I cannot withstand to hear your cries Your begging for me to stay and hold you just one moment longer Your promises to change what made things unkind Shhh...its not your fault I cannot take away your pain any longer I cannot carry your burdens by your side I need to

Broken Hour glass by FallenOne23, literature

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Broken Hour glass

So we thought being given a year left with you was devestating enough, it has only been a couple months and already you are no longer the same person you were a year ago.. Last december is when we found out that you were sick. The day before we found out may have been the last day that we didn't worry day in and day out about you.. but today... Today, they took away the year we were given and the hour glass was cracked. In just the past few weeks, you have lost your ability to stand and walk. You have become a person and a personality I no longer recognize. You spend most of your time planning out your next cigarette or beer or pain medicatio

There is a day coming by FallenOne23, literature

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There is a day coming

September 13, 2012 There is a day coming. A day we must all face in our own way and in our own time. A day that someone we love will leave this earth. A day that he will no longer be here to turn to when we need advice. A day that his laughter or silly jokes will no longer fill the room. We are told he has a year to live. When we were children, a year seemed like a long time. Like too long to wait for something we really looked forward to. We couldn’t wait to be a year older, an inch taller, a grade higher or a step closer to that next milestone in life… But this is a year that we do not want to happen. This is a year that each

To My Love.. by FallenOne23, literature

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To My Love..

To My Love, The air feels different in this room tonight.... I can feel your thoughts As if they were my own confusion Your body is tense.. Your breathing incomplete Yet your eyes do not wander upon the shadows.. You pretend to be sleeping, but I can hear it.. The noise in your head.. It is driving me more insane then You are letting it drive you Holding you closely, trying to comfort the demons inside of you I fight them with a whispering lullaby.. Praying you find sleep soon so I can rest.. So the thoughts will seize So I can believe this is where you want to be You reach for my hand, To be sure I am holding you into the nig

Guided Home by FallenOne23, literature

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Guided Home

Touching rays of distant skies Over love making and lonely cries In his light no things gone hidden Touch and sight no longer forbidden Hold this tiny piece.. Let it glow for you I stole it from the heaven's sands Ran fast with destined eyes Only now To place Heaven within your hands I see within your eyes The glow of the stars in the sky As we walk hand in hand Not sure of where we are going But we are walking on well lit lands You stop to watch the reflection Of the eclipse within my eyes Pull my chin to meet your lips Stopping my heart within our kiss Just you and me Beneath our sky Funny how since the day we were born

In a stranger's eyes.. by FallenOne23, literature

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In a stranger's eyes..

I lie here mesmerized by this vision I cannot forget A simple glance Just held by chance I was moved in ways I might regret For surely his eyes were Seven shades of gray I pray all seven would fade To escape the ways I felt today To excuse myself for having nothing to say Although I'd erase a thousand smiles Entrance a million to scream for more To only see him smiling at me This stranger in passing I have come to adore. I swear the sun was setting So surely it took me by surprise To see a moon and crescent star Shone proud and Blue within his eyes I swear the streets were busy But not one sound could I recall N

ExiSt to InspiRe by FallenOne23, literature

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ExiSt to InspiRe

Fire lies within your eyes Your words become the great disguise Inkless pens and silent cries Faithless dreams under empty skies Tattered pages of demons within Flowing wells beneath conviction Glowing soul as your candle dims A binding that holds your every whim You can try to walk in the day Remaining Humble, Modest and True But in Every night shadows return Words left haunting.. All Eyes on You You can deny every written page Never to be erased by time or fire But spread through minds creation of plague From dust, breath of life You Exist to inspire -Catherine D

Not in this Light by FallenOne23, literature

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Not in this Light

Not in this light My skin falls pale Nothing left to hide Death surrounds my graying lips Nothing left of life inside My eyes turn to black No expression on my face Just an empty stare into the sky Just an empty soul in an empty place No lips that part in silent prayer I have had my fill, I have had my share The sun rises over me Powerless to possess Powerless to inspire Passing from the west to east Into the earth, the final leaf Fallen.. Into the night. I am through with the shining, expected from the weak The strength I gave in spite of you, is no longer left inside of me Just emptiness A stranger to myself I don't kn

Unchosen Path by FallenOne23, literature

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Unchosen Path

Is this who I am supposed to be? Has this road been paved.. just for me? Are these the words I want to say Or am I just saying what I want you to believe? When the pieces fall away and all that is left of me Is standing there before you Will you still love what you see? If I hide into the shadows Daring not to speak Will your heart still lead to find me Or would you just give up on me? If I am left drained going out of my mind If my heart stops beating before its time Would you spare me a moment of life from your own Or would you pack your emotions and go back home? If I want to be lonely Does that make me sick Waiting to

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Turn Off the Light by FallenOne23, literature

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Turn Off the Light

Hush by FallenOne23, literature

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Hush

Broken Hour glass by FallenOne23, literature

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Broken Hour glass

There is a day coming by FallenOne23, literature

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There is a day coming

To My Love.. by FallenOne23, literature

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To My Love..

Guided Home by FallenOne23, literature

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Guided Home

In a stranger's eyes.. by FallenOne23, literature

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In a stranger's eyes..

ExiSt to InspiRe by FallenOne23, literature

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ExiSt to InspiRe

Not in this Light by FallenOne23, literature

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Not in this Light

Two Letters Upon a Grave by FallenOne23, literature

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Two Letters Upon a Grave

Two letters upon a grave Still is the sound in the silence all around Since you, I have found lying there upon the ground Your blood is cast here and there, Bled your name onto the wall You left me no illusion what I loved about you most of all The bed is made and kept were you restless or have you slept? Your face is clean you must not have wept A lady unto death your blood has barely crept Look at you my love May I hold you, one last time My breath you take In this private wake Created for only me to find What was it my dear? What was so wrong? What was it you feared? What was it all along? I've play

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Instructions for a Bad Day by Shane Koyczan by TheWolf-Prince, literature

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Instructions for a Bad Day by Shane Koyczan

There will be bad days. Be calm. Loosen your grip, opening each palm slowly now. Let go. Be confident. Know that now is only a moment, and that if today is as bad as it gets, understand that by tomorrow, today will have ended. Be gracious. Accept each extended hand offered to pull you back from the somewhere you cannot escape. Be diligent. Scrape the gray sky clean. Realize every dark cloud is a smoke screen meant to blind us from the truth, and the truth is, whether we see them or not – the sun and moon are still there and always there is light. Be forthright. Despite your instinct to say, “it’s alright, I’m okayR

I hope This Finds You.. by FallenOne23, literature

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I hope This Finds You..

I am not praying for a miracle I just want this to make sense If my words could capture you for just a moment Let them exist in present tense I'm not asking for your history I'm not asking for your past I placed my memories up for sale Lets just hope those days have passed I'm looking for the reasons You want to stick around While sifting through my photographs Left lying on the ground Possessed and taken by what you have seen Hiding yourself from the places I have been Nothing has gone without a price No one without expectations Would think me wrong to ask this twice Setting my teardrops out to dry The rising sun in yo

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Apr 23

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Deviant for 12 years
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A soul searcher.. seeking every open door into other souls.. because being invited inside reminds me how to feel alive.. reminds me why I am here on earth at all.. whether it be through pain, love, anger.. I need to find my way home.I am here to Express and reach out to like minds..

I am interested in finding Like writers and join a few groups that will welcome my style of writing.. if you know an artist similar to me.. please let me know so I can go check out their work... I love to find inspiration through others stirring of my emotions!!

I am much more active on my "Writer's Facebook" as far as interaction goes.. So please, feel free to "Like" my page on facebook and say hello, take a look around, get to know me "Live" :)

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What dreams may come, the notebook, girl interrupted, Interview with a Vampire, The Craft, Elizabeth <3

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Mumford and Sons, Marie Digby, The Assembly Line, Christina Perri (Actually Waaaaaay too many to list)

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SW:ToR

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MMorpg (computer)

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Writing Poetry, Prose, and soulful philosophy

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FallenOne23

Jul 26, 2023

If you knew the truth, you would spend the rest of your life Hating yourself.. Instead you have created a story that leaves it more suitable to spend your life Hating me.. so be it.

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FallenOne23

Feb 27, 2019

5 plus years after my disappearance from DA.. an old friend with an even older soul reached out to me at the end of December and not only pulled me back from the edge of the world as we know it.. but embraced me within his arms with a promise to neve...

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FallenOne23

Jan 15, 2013

First day at Nursing school!!

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Please come check out my blog and subscribe, as I am trying hard to keep in touch with most of you I have come to love on here... Also, if you have a blog, Please... Share the link with me!!! Come read about my first impression of Nursing school! http://dietrying23.blogspot.com/ -Katie

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tanaka8120

Feb 27, 2019

Thank you for the devwatch

thebalefulprimal

Edited Jan 7, 2019

_{Thank you for the support, I appreciate it}

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I miss you...

Hello! I noticed you are in Nursing school, small world, that's what I'm going into as well. Do you have any advice on the biology classes, like study tricks or anything?